Oh goodness

Great Gatsby!

so theres some stuff I have to say, plus Riley says I have to write a blog so he cant write one (yeah i dont understand either) but anyways.

We'll talk about the boring stuff first :). So Thursday was Midterms and I didnt know alot of what was on the midterms, but!!!! No one really knows my magical ability to bullshit an essay, if you must know, i am the MASTER at bullshitting an essay, and since the midterm was 20% essay you can betcha bottom-dollar that i got at least a 20% on my Anthropology Midterms.

what else? OH! i am pissed at S from now until he apologizes for being a hoe >=( he keeps being mean to my coolest guy-friend R! it started the other day when i was telling s what a nice friend R was being and offered to see Dear John with me since i really wanted to see it and studying was more importante to S than making me happy. and s gets all pissed off and serious and is all; 'you told him no right.' and i was like; 'yeah because you can tell he didnt want to see it and i dont want him to waste his money on something he doesnt want to.' and s gets more pissed off and was all; 'but if he wanted to see it you'd say yes?' and i was like 'heck yeah!' and s was all pissed off at me for the rest of the day...then yesterday S got all pissed off because i told him i might not go to the gym with him because r and i might go to the mall and s all got pissed off and called r a bitch and said i care more about r than s. if S wants to act that way then i sure as hell will care more about R. than him... that shit pisses me off. nevertheless i didnt go to the mall yesterday.

but i did go today! and there was nothing but shit there >=( i ended up getting my mom some awesome smelling lotion and matching perfume for V day and i got my sister some lotion, some peace sign earrings, and these two really cool nail polishes that are like multiple colors (one is blue, then orange above that, yellow above that, and red above that, and the other is teal then black above that and then dark purple above that). idk how they work but it looked cool enough.

on a sadder note my mom and dad are really fighting again and talking more about divorce, my mom said she doesnt want to spend Valentines Day with my dad if they keep fighting like this and its starting to fucking piss me off that David is fucking ruining my family because he's a stingy peice of shit no good uncle who only cares about his fucking self and his image...

I made these flower boquettes from tissue for the girls and put them in these plastic vases and filled those up with candy hearts, the flowers looked real and the girls loved them. when i walked through the door to give them to the girls Rachel was so happy she was shaking with pure joy, it was so sweet :) i really cant wait until i have my own to share such joy and happiness with. :)

On a happier note!!!! Last night K got on and i was like 'omg we need to see dear john!' and she was all 'yeah!' and i was like 'go ask!' and she did and long story short, 9:30 K and i head up to the fairchild to go see Dear John at 10:00. coolest thing about seeing a movie at 10:00 on Thursday, no one is there! seriously, there were four other people in the theater apart from us. The movie was pretty good in my opinion, the ending was shit though >=( but it was pretty good, i started tearing up at a few parts but the best part of it all, the depression and heaviness i felt lifted as soon as i walked into my bedroom. what a relief, no more cryign myself to sleep or staring into space or feeling without purpose, i knew once i saw that movie all this retardedness would leave me like it did with Signs by Bloc Party/GG.

anyways, its V-day weekend and im kinda sad i have no Valentine! the person i like has another valentine so i am alone once again. im prolly going to huddle up in my room with some white sweethearts and watch PS I love You or something. i'd go see a movie but not having someone with me is going to blow. Im almost positive that 14/21 *ask me out on Valentines day, ask me to prom on March 21st* isnt going to happen. i guess i just have to flow with the river and see what happens

until another time d:

Kristin Fort