People get used to being alone dont they? im just feeling isolated today. really emotional, maybe because its that time but i feel like im going crazy.
sometimes, times like these i just feel so lifeless. so worthless. what good am i anymore? im not how i used to be, im not much of a reader, writer or drawer anymore, i've been hiding from almost everyone, im always irritated, i keep trying to recreate the past...ive been planning and scheming again...
midterms are next week registration is on monday, my birthday is looming closer, 121 days until graduation.
the prom spirit is in the air already, idk if i will go. i mean, i know i should go, its senior prom, but theres a certian date i want, and i can't get him :/. i mean i know i should expect it, but i still hope. Sergio asked me tentavely to Prom and thats fine, but not the prom expeireince that i wanted....i just want to be happy my last few weeks of school.
im positive the person i want to ask me knows i want him to, but i know he wont :/ which is lame but i guess i can only complain about it for so long. i guess i have alot of homework to do this weekend though :/ sorry i have to go to do that. i might come mope or complain some more later...
kristin.
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