"At the end of the world, you're the last thing i see"

well here i am 11:30 at night before my midterms. im pretty sure i can slide through this one lol. but if i could i'd really like it. lately i've been so disinterested in nearly everything, im starting to skip classes again and not paying attention when i AM in classes. half heartedly doing my homework and studying. right now i cant even retain what human adaptation is!!! im always so tired, always so bored, im just blehhhh d: :).

So ive been writing parts of this story in my Environmental Science class, im thinking of starting another blog linked to my page that is just for the story :) that way anyone can read it and comment on it or whatever, its just going to be a flitsy project nothing serious, and no one ever reads these besides S. K. L. and maybe R on occasion. I looked in the mirror today and have been all giggly since :) hehe i realize how pretty i am d: hehehe. i love it when i look pretty because then im in a good mood for the rest of the day.

so hopefully i can get to the mall tomorrow or sometime relatively soon, because i have to get valentines day presents for everyone :/ specially the girls but yeah, i think riley and i are going tomorrow? i have no idea, if not then i have to hop on a bus and go all on my lonesome to the mall.

anyways so im slightly head of heels for *cough cough oyk.* but ive beeen feeling like im living in a movie, and if i were in a movie this would be the song that sums it all up in the end *you know i like stories that all add up to a single moment* so please take the time and read and try to understnad these lyrics. you might find something...unexpected :)

I never said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died, we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...
Ever...

Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall
If I fall (down)

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna...