I Want to Get Slain.

Ahhh Valentines Day! horray?

naaa, i have nothing against Valentines Day usually, i really like buying and giving and making gifts for those i love. But i'm just in a bitchy ass mood. no one talk to me because I will probably say something rude and then piss everyone off which i dont feel like doing today so Ive just been really short with everyone so i dont say something i dont mean.

My sister is going on a date tonight with her guy-friend Oswaldo, they've liked eachother for like two years already and he asked her to the movies (yeah im jello...) and she was letting me help her get all supered up. I did her nails in pink and black and thye looked sooooo pretty, and then i let her borrow one of my hot pink t-shirts and my black vest, and i let her borrow my ballet flats to match the vest and she wore some medium jeans. then like an hour ago she decided she doesnt want to dress up adn would water wear a sweater and some ripped up jeans with kinda pissed me off more. i mean i know its her and she wants to be comfortable but so looked SOOOO pretty then she just changed it all last minute. she even straightened out her hair that i spent like two hours curling....its not that big of a deal but if she's going out tonight and i'm not i'd rather her look pretty. shes pretty always but still.

So i just finished bullshitting the lab i wasnt here for. we arent allowed to miss labs but i've missed ohh...like three. so i have to BS a lab report. which is good because I'm usually good at that stuff, i just have to ask around for data :S

sometimes i want to get slain...is the most awesome lyric in the song plastic jungle by Miike Snow. whom of which i downloaded their album and have been listening to since maybe noonish? i know almost all the lyrics already so yeah im in love with them.

i still have to start on my final paper for environmental science this weekend and i have to study for my symbolic logic test on tuesday, now is when i have to get my ass into gear adn bust out some good grades or I'm going to fail at life which i guess i already do but oh well....

But I'm bored as hell and can hardly concentrate, and like around 2-ish i just started getting pissed off so now i just feel like laying in bed all pouty and pissed off like... idk im weird today, it'll go away tomorrow im sure. maybe i will just clean my room again and do somre more laundry and go clean my sisters room or something. i do have to to the dishes and take care of Chubba and Chomp's kitty box, which reminds me my son is being an asshole. he didnt want to share the bed last night and when i tried to move him he growled and tried to bite me. so i gave him a spanking and he scratched me. so i had to resort to sleeping on my side on the very edge of my bed because i didnt feel like fighting with him. then when i tried to let him in he just sat there and glared at me. i know he's a cat but he's a bitchy bastard, and if he was actually my son i wouldnt be surprised *other than the fact hes a cat* he has my same bitchy attitude all the time. right now he's fighting me for the good spot on the bed. little does he know i'm prolly like 200 times bigger than he is. no wait... he prolly does know that. i have to give him a bath he's looking and smelling scraggly. not a good thing.

but at least my phone comes tomorrow, i am sooo soooo soooo happy for that. then i wont feel so confined i guess. My dad is calling me so i guess its time to do the dishes. i may come back and type some more tomorrow.

oh just so everyone knows, if you go to my profile i have another blog dedicated to this story i've been writing in my enviro sci class. its nothing fancy like i said before but ya'lls should go check it out :).

until later, I'm still an animal.

Kristin Fort.

"In your eyes i see someone who could be strong, tell me if i'm wrong."