Sister Sister?!

mhmm.. das riiight.

so im in a bitchy mood (wow before 1? thats a record kristin) yes i know. thank you little bastard on my shoulder i talk to in times of craziness. (Yeah no prob k-fo, thats what im here for. you help fend off the other voices) yeah...stfu self... (no.) i said yes. (you think you said yes, but did you really say yes because if you really said yes than thats not the same as saying no, and if you didnt say no then how would you know if you were really saying yes?) ummm....what?

anyways, so like i said im in a bitchy mood so it probably wouldn't be the best to try and contact me today idk (yeah that especially means you CT.) anyways. i decided NOT to go Seattle after all and yesterday at like 6 in the freaking morning my dad and sister left, i was all sadface because my sister is the only REAL and TRUE friend i have and this three day break from eachother is going to be the second longest time i've been apart from her. seriously, let me tell you a little about my sister and i.

i really hated her growing up she was stupid and annoying and wanted to be like me when i had to work hard to make my own identity adn my own way and i hated her. not just like dont like, but seriously i did some fucked up shit to her as a kid. i teased her when i was little because i was the skinnier one, so i'd hop on the entertainment center and get jellybeans from on top. my short chubba sister (the roles are reversed yes.) had a hard time so she had to hold onto the TV to get to the top. once i did this and she was on the TV and i saw it tipping and i helped pull it forward. well Kaylee fell off of the entertainment center and the TV fell on her left leg and broke it. she was only four and i was 7 and i totally did it willingly. but idk what happened within the past year or so, but my sister Kaylee is my BFF. she doesnt constantly dissapoint me, or judge me, or piss me off on a daily basis, i swear to god this girl can make me laugh ANY time, she likes to come into my room at all hours of the day and never wants to leave because she wants to hang out 24/7. i tell her all my secrets, she knows nearly everything about me, and she understands me more than anyone i've ever known. she does some of the weirdest things like call me babe and babydoll, and i call her honeydoll and babydoll, she lets me fix her hair all the time and she picks out outfits for me, she tells me the truth, i dont think she would ever seriously lie to me. She sucks at cooking but makes me happy because she loves all my cooking. She does make the best cookies and brownies though :) i clean her room when shes gone, and she does some really sweet things for me too, like the time she caught me crying in my room, and the next day she waited until i went to the gym for 2hrs and she went into my room and made my bed how i like it, straightened up my room, gave me some of her starburst candies and a little card with a crappy drawing of her and i that said she loves me. She is the most amazing girl i know, shes going to be an awesome mother, and an awesome aunt to my kids, i'd trust her with my life, even if she does go crazy over the true blood vs. twilight videos LOL! (plays titanic song) anyways. so kaylee is gone from me for three days :(:(:(:(:( its so sad, the longest time we've been apart besides these three days was 6 days and i was so sad because i missed her so much! i hope shes having a fun time with the family and knows i miss her.

anyways, so its just me and my mom this weekend. my brother rickard is here but he finally just got his new final fantasy game so he wont be bothered by us this weekend :) anyways so thats pretty much it. looking for a pick me up? try listening to the song hey soul sister, by train. its a good one. i need to go and get ready, my mom and i are going to head out for the day.

farewell my lovely.

kristin m. fort